Oh Canada…f*** you
“you’ve been great about the trip so far… are you sure you’re going to be ok when i leave and when I come back?” -BJ
I totally ignored the trip till now. I’m gonna go so crazy again!!! and Charlie, i’m not spoiled! BJ was wondering why i wasn’t so uptight about the trip as i normally am with other trips he had. And as you all may have already experienced yourselves, the first time your partner leaves you tend to be really sad… and as it happen more and more you get use to it. I’ve even heard some couples relieved that their guy or girl is leaving to cancun or whatever for the month… and as it does applies to me and my ex’s and everyone else too,
i told him… “well, the more times you go away from me the more i get use to being without you… eventually it just gets to a point where i don’t care if you leave because even if i did care, that wouldn’t even keep you here.
Don’t take it literally baby. I love you.
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May 7th, 2007 at 4:33 pm
To be honest, I know why you say that Tracy, you’re lashing because you don’t know what to do, and that’s ok; we’re entitled to our feelings, no matter what they be.
BJ knows you, and he knows how much you love him, and just to be safe, he wanted me to go with you LOL :p
I’m always here for you Tracy,
~Adrian
May 7th, 2007 at 4:33 pm
I’m sorry that it took me this long to comment. I hope that you find comfort in someone, something, somewhere or anything that can make you feel better. I just hope that you don’t become angry at BJ or anyone else. And Adrian is right, we are entitled to our own feelings so don’t let anybody tell you that you are over reacting.
Love always,
Mr. Sean